The Future, who holds yours?

This morning I awoke from a very emotional few days. You never know how you will react or the sort of emotional roller-coaster you will be on until your placed directly into an event. Sorrow, relief, pain, joy, and every other emotion you can think of occur when a parent or loved one passes away.

Death Sucks, Dying is Harder

Today is the day I have dreaded. This day will usher in a flood of emotions. My father, Oliver Spencer, will be removed from any and all life-sustaining medical equipment this morning. I know that I am following his wishes by signing the DNR (Do Not Resuscitate) authorization. However, it does not make the guilt any less palpable.